Aug 10
I Need Luv!
No worries, this is not going to be one of the periodically depressing post. I can’t do one of those ‘cuz I am not depressed… In fact I hardly ever am, but not in the slightest right now, as I had such a wonderful time over the past 2 weeks in Tuscany…
Thing is though that being out there, in the outside air all day, with the blue skies, and the rays of sun shining on my bare skin from the early crisp mornings until the late summer evenings, the beautiful scenery of the Tuscany hills I watched for hours and hours just right there from my sunbed or campsite chair, the holiday atmosphere, the wonderful and nice people I met, the beautiful city of Florence I visited, the relaxed feeling, the great wine, and the beautiful food… at times, when I let out a disgracefully happy sigh and counted my blessings for being able to be here, enjoy Italian holiday life and my wonderful son, some philosophical DutchBitch thoughts slipped thru that made me realize that I really really really really REALLY miss having someone to share stuff like that with…
It’s not like I felt my holiday wasn’t awesome, ‘cuz it was, or that it was just coming short of a good fuck -although God knows I could also do with a good fuck after years of drought. It is more that the romantic scenery and ecstatically happy feeling made me realize how much I miss romance, being in love with a wonderful man, and enjoying eachother’s company and sharing good (and bad) together.
Sheesh! I am SO EXTREMELY in need of a romantic date. Even if it wouldn’t result into anything permanent, it would be SO SO SO wonderful to have a man take me out, wine and dine me, take care of me, romance me, touch me, kiss me, whisper sweet nuttin’s in my ear… I haven’t had that since the first few years of my former relationship/marriage… I think it must have been óver 12 years since I had that…
There is this almost (almost) aching longing inside me for some great guy to come up to me and actually ask me out… That shit never happens to me… They just talk dirty to me and tell me they want to fuck me… And do the nasty tongue thing, the crotch grabbing, the pelvic swirling… Blegh! But then, those don’t qualify as a great guy anyway… Fuck ‘m! Well, not really… actually, figure of speach an’ all that…
I don’t know what the fuck the cupid that has been assigned to me is doing, but he sure isn’t doing his job. Great! I got the slacking off cupid! The one that can’t be bothered to get off his lazy fat ass… The cupid that failed the arrow test and keeps missing the bulls eye… The one that is on strike ’cause he isn’t getting any himself…The really old one, that is close to retirement and can’t be bothered anymore… The Stupid Cupid… Fuck it!
Relax, I am not depressed about it, nor sad… I just wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna have it!!! All of it!!! RIGHT NOW!
Dutchie, I really really can’t be of any help there but I wanne give you a friendly hug.
Froggy
I’m sorry my ad on your blog didn’t scare up any prospects. Don’t give up, and keep your eyes open for someone who interests you…
i’m pretty sure that you can bribe your cupid somehow…if not buy him this german aiming liquid, but please control the amount he trinks before shooting;-)
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I’m kinda drubnk at the moment, so all that really registered were the words “good” and “fuck”.
But if the D-Man could clone himself, then, well. Yeah.
All the good men can’t be gone.
Can they?
Dear god, I hope they’re not all gone Mr. Fabulous. Although, it’s been a long, long time since I’ve met someone I was interested in…
I bet he is wandering around looking for you too!
I am so incredibly jealous of you right now.
Have you considered wearing a clown nose (one that lights up intermittently) to social events? It’s a great conversation starter.
FroggyWoogie: Awww, thanks babe
Buff: I will!
Andre2Day: I’ll look into it
D-man: Well, I guess it’s good that you at least got some parts of the post in your state, lol
Fab: I sure hope not!
Woman With Kids: Me too! Ugh…
Lynda: Well, he’d better damned well get his act together.. soon!
MisstressM: Why would you be jealous of me?
Marty: Seen it, been there, done that…
This reminds me of a great Voice of the Beehive song called “Shooting Cupid.”
I advise giving it a listen.